I am Me.......Da only Me.......

i am juz me....

my own me....

a mere me...

nothin supreme bout me...

   u r not me...

   so u're not like me...

   myb its juz me...

   coz im da only me....

i dunno why...

but rite now...

i feel like im a very bad person...

rase cm diri jahat bangett....

rasa......

.................aku x baek..............

diz RASA is RASA yg cannot be described in words...

hav u guys ever feel so...???

hmmm...i dunno how to describe diz feels...

but it bites me deeeply...

bukannye memyself rase jahat yg mcm i've killed some1...

or i feel im bad coz i've hijacked a plane...

or i feel im jahat as i've robbed BSN, Maybank and Bank Rakyat 'Bank utk anda'...

ataupun memyself rase jahat which means yg i've committed so many serious criminals which can be convicted under Penal Code of Msia...

it's not like dat...it's not...!!!

its like....emmm...cane yew nk ckp...

diz feels make me feels like im betrayin some1....

betrayin my very ownself.....

u guys mesti x phm kan.....

sowi laa...its juz so hard...

so hard for me to express diz feels in words....

xpe kome tok pehey pon...

agpon, as a human being mane laa kte ade power pon kan nk paham segale mcm perasaan owg...

ye dok??

saje nk wat curahan ati kali nih....

kome layankan jew laa entry kali ni yew...

after all ni kan mymissD....

e-Diary...

so mesti laa i do write somthin bout what i feel kan...

back to ape yg memyself dok rase skang nih...

i try to think bout diz positively..

i take diz feels as a muhasabah to memyself...

actually skang nih da rse ok sket...

sbb His ayat dlm LOVE LETTER...

klu tgok LOVE LETTER...

refer 17:25....

".....tuhanmu lbih tahu apa yg ada di dlm hatimu..."

Dia lbih tahu...Dia paham....

Dia jew yg paham pon da ckop....

its more than enuf.....

sgt btol laa what did He said b4....

13:28..

".....sesungguhnya hanya dgn mengingati Allah, hati akan m'jadi tenang......"

tenanglah wahai hati............