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Sunday, January 30, 2011

BIG reminder to memyself....

Sambil diiringi petikan gitar Ramli Sarip...

Mode:- Muhasabah



Ketika tulisan mulai jadi sebutan orang

Ketika pendapat di blog dipuji-puji

Ketika 'post' di Forum mendapat penghargaan
Ketika idea-idea dikatakan sangat bernas

Astaghfirullahal 'azhim...Astaghfirullahal 'azhim...

Terangsanglah semangat mencari idea-idea segar
Terangsanglah untuk mencari bukti-bukti menguatkan argumentasi
Terangsanglah untuk 'komen' di blog orang lain, untuk promosi blog sendiri
Terangsanglah untuk mem'famous'kan diri sendiri!

Astaghfirullahal 'azhim...Astaghfirullahal 'azhim...

Niat asal sudah lari
Niat bukan lagi untuk tujuan dakwi
Niat kini untuk promosi diri
Niat kini untuk naikkan NAMA sendiri!

Astaghfirullahal 'azhim...Astaghfirullahal 'azhim...

Dalam blog:
Tiap hari 'check' brape pelawat dah datang arini?
Tiap hari 'check' brape 'comment' dalam entri kali ni?

Dalam forum:
Tiap hari 'check' brape respon untuk 'post' tempoh hari?
Tiap hari 'check' brape 'post' lagi nak naik status ni?

Tiap hari...cari ruang promosi NAMA sendiri
Sebabnya...

Aku Menulis Hanya Kerna NAMA


Astaghfirullahal 'azhim...Astaghfirullahal 'azhim...

Tulisan ini bukan untuk mencela sesiapa
Tulisan ini bukan untuk menyalahkan sesiapa
Tulisan ini bukan untuk mereka-reka cerita
Tulisan ini buat renungan diri SENDIRI la!

Astaghfirullahal 'azhim...Astaghfirullahal 'azhim...


"Maka bertasbihlah dengan memuji Tuhanmu dan mohonlah ampun kepada-Nya. Sesungguhnya Dia adalah Maha Penerima taubat." (An Nasr 110:3)



same2 muhasabah...
moge niat x berubah...
klu niat TERberubah...
cepat2 kasi ubah...
menulis bkn utk upah..
ape lagi utk opah...
tulislah utk dakwah...
Lillahitaala..insya-Allah...










copied from: http://ummubib506.blogspot.com/

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Homey.....^_^

B'temu lg kte dlm rancangan Oqis di mana...?Oqis di cni...Sempoiii...(kesengetan)...eheh ni sme gara2 extreme hepi 2 be at home laa ni....hehehe...Alhamdulillah, kul 5 lbey ptg smlm memyself selamat smpy di umah yg senantiasa permai indah di port klang nih...awatnya ptg bru smpy?? sbbnye b4 dat i went to onad's house at jalan kebun...sonok bangett...hehe..onad bwk jejalan pas2 dpt mnom CHOCOLATE COOL BLOG...besh3...hehe...

cedaaaaaaap bangggeettt...!!!


b4 nk grak blk umah, we went to umah kwn mak onad yg bru jew b'salin 10 ari....twinzzzzz u guys!! sukenyeee...both r boys...wanna see 'em?? check diz out....

cute kan..ehehe...memyself suke sgt kembor...

Da left one is abg & da right one is adek...abg seems like smaller than da adik...baek jew due2, elok jew tidoq...memyself get da chance to dukung da adek....comey bangett...rse cuak jew nk pgang coz da baby cam sgt lembut ag...yela bru 10 days kan..tgkuk dye pon lom strong ag, dye cam lembik ag ala2 agar2 sirap pasar besut....hoho...

~~ibu mithali....hoho~~

tbe2 rse cm nk flash back jap....flash back tem zmn kanak2 riang dolu2....zmn yg memyself asek pi kdai bli eskim btg yg only 10sen 2....zmn nakal2 which memyself curi2 men mancis tem men masak2 coz knonnye nk msak lauk (padahey dok gne lalang+rumput2 jew..huhu)...zmn malas2 yg memyself ske sgt ngelat drpd kne kmas umah tamboh2 ag bile kne kmas blik sndrik, hehe...zmn ngis2 majuk2 & muncung2 ngn mak abah bile kne mawa pas2 kunci pintu bilik....huhuhu....da lme upenye sme 2...(eheh gaye ckp cm da umo 80 jew..)

who can ever know budak yg dolu2 pi kdai juz nk bli eskim hrge 10sen jew, skang da pi kdai tok shopin brg2 dapo....who could ever expect dat da kid yg dolu2 kjenye msak lalang ngn rumput, skang da jd chef tok fmly dye....sape plak yg nk tepikir budak plg pemalas ngemas umah dlm dunia ni, skang willingly jd fulltime housewife...again & again, who can ever imagine diz kid yg ske ngis2 majuk2 ngn mak abah dye dolu2 nih, skang da matured da (agak laa,hehe)....masa berubah, musim berubah, manusia pon berubah...

klu dipikirkan balek, dulu pon kte kecik cam baby ni kan....dulu pon kte ni taw ngis & tidoq jew....cian mak nk kne tpuk2 & dodoi2 kte bru laa kte nk stop ngis...cian jgak kat abah yg tepakse tahan tinge dgr sore kte dok uweeeekkk2x ngis...x sangka da besaq da laa ni (loghat utara sket ehehe)....memyself is goin to be 21 diz year...da anak dare da..(ngee~~ ni ayat opah2 or nenek2, x kira laa di mana jua mreka berada sama ada di kg maupon di bandar)...dlm tmpoh umo stakat skang nih, x dpt nk dibayangkan betapa byknyew yg mak ngn abah da berkorban tok dri ini....

~mak & abah...Pn. Noor Azuha & Tn. Hj. Mazlan~

cuti2 ceni kte b'peluang tok plok cium mak abah kte...cuti2 ceni gak we get da chance to help 'em x kira laa tlong ape pon...BIRUL WALIDAIN....what is da meaning of diz words kids?? op kos rmai yg da taw kan...da meaning is berbakti kpd kedua org tua kita....

ce check blk...takat da 2 ari ade kat umah skang nih, what hav we done for them?? 
klu msih lom wat pape ag, come on guys..do somethin..!! 
klu da ade wat ape2, keep on doing it & do it even more and more...
klu trase penat in doing somthin for them, igtkan blk dri sendrik dat they've made a lot of things for us tanpe bekire sket pon...

msih x nk tlong mk kupas bwg ag?? ade mrungut-rungut bile mummy soh lap tingkap pepagi?? stil hentak2 kaki bile abh minx tlong psgkan key chain teletubbies kat kunci moto GT?? cpat2 jew wat2 tido bile dgr papa kate "lengoh laa jari kaki ni"..?? 

hmmm....lupe kew what He said b4 in His love letter...??
Surah al-Isra', 23-24....mafhumnya...

"Dan Tuhanmu telah perintahkan, supaya engkau tidak menyembah melainkan kepadaNya semata-mata, dan hendaklah engkau berbuat baik kepada ibu bapa. Jika salah seorang dari keduanya, atau kedua-duanya sekali, sampai kepada umur tua dalam jagaan dan peliharaanmu, maka janganlah engkau berkata kepada mereka (sebarang perkataan kasar) sekalipun perkataan "Ah", dan janganlah engkau menengking menyergah mereka, tetapi katakanlah kepada mereka perkataan yang mulia (yang bersopan santun). Dan hendaklah engkau merendah diri kepada keduanya kerana belas kasihan dan kasih sayangmu, dan doakanlah (untuk mereka, dengan berkata): "Wahai Tuhanku! Cucurilah rahmat kepada mereka berdua sebagaimana mereka telah mencurahkan kasih sayangnya memelihara dan mendidikku semasa kecil."

hopin dat diz holiday will make our ownselves lbey byk berbakti to our parents...its not we hav to berbakti only when we're home...we also can do diz birul walidain while we r out of their sight...how's dat?? by.... blaja rerajin....doakan our parents salu...text & call 'em tye kabo....jge maruah diri & family...and so many other things laa which we can do in order to be anak soleh & solehah...moge holiday kali ni wat kite lbey byk berbakti & berbakti....

cuti smpy 5 Februari............let's rock wif our family...!!!

Thursday, January 27, 2011

It's our choice...your own choice...

LIFE
spell it right ea…L-I-F-E…....
LIFE…
sbot btol2..
.LIFE ok LIFE....(bpe byk kali ulang daaa…)
to elaborate further, (usshh ayat essay bi ngehh33) life is not a siaran lgsung yg salu disbot 'live' kat mane2 chanel astro prima maupon astro ceria di kaca televisyen umah anda, uncle anda ataupon opah u guys..
apetah ag klu nk dikatekan life yg memyself tlis kat cni ialah berbotol-botol sos life yg salu ade kat KFC tu..
SALAH sume tuu..salah....


ade kew sos life...ape laaa....
im referring diz word to its initial meaning…life = kehidupan…
eheh...ade gak tu TERmerapu kan ...sowi2...back to da point ea...

in our life, we shud hav our own stand...our own aim...our own mission + vision & ape2 ag laa word yg sinonim dgnnye...in malay ley la gak we said da stand as a falsafah...eheh...mentang2 laa sem ni ad blajaq sbjek falsafah kan...kiki...

klu ikot ape yg Dr. Sidek (our fantastic + bombastic lect) ckp...'falsafah memerlukan pengorbanan'....sacrifies ek...hmm igt snang kew nk sacrifies...???ssh oooooooooo.....(mindset yg negative, sile jgn ikot)..

bkn nk kate laa, tp nk kate gak...mmg agk payah tok kite berkorban...btol x? it needs a lot of courage & extraordinary effort to succeed in our own sacrifices....we cant easily get down & drown klu kite btol2 nk capai falsafah idop kite...we shud hardly strive for it...tetap kena strive jgak2 wlopon it will deeply tearing inside...kena salu igt yg stiap yg t'jdik 2 kompem ade hikmahnye...again & again refer ayat 2:216 (ayt peberet)...He knows better....^_^
besides, ALLAH SWT mmg da t'lbey dlu gtaw kat kite sume yg..."verily after each difficulty, there's a relief...(94:5)" hmm...sjuk jew ati rse kan...tros rse cm t'pjuk jew bile bce love letter from Him ni.....(so bacalah HIS LOVE LETTER salu2 yew...iklan sket, hehe..) maknenye kat cni, kte kena tros keep on goin wlau apepon yg jdik dlm idop kite ni...agpon sgale ujian dr Allah tu is da sign dat He loves us...so, juz bring it on!!

ape kaitan sbot2 falsafah ni dgn life...laaaa...tok pehey gop ag?? em gni, (ewah pdhal sndrik x ebak mne pon) kaitan deme be2 ni (falsafah+life) ialah falsafah ni akn illustrate to our very ownselves & da others who we really are....its also tell people how do we manage our life....so penting kew falsafah ni?? definitely laa important, kan3...??

b4 diz, in clas, Dr. Sidek asked us to create 3 meaningful words which is then goin to be considered as our own falsafah in diz life...cthnya: 'juz do it'...'aku tetap aku'...'aku bukan hang'....'hang bukan aku'...and etc etc...memyself???
eheh...malu pon ada nk habaq...ngehh33...ngengade plak...mine is juz simple...

WELL or HELL

hmm...what u get from diz phrase??

to me, diz 3 words sgt2 meaningful...these words tell me dat dlm ape jue bnde kite wat pon kite sntiasa ade plihan...plihan yg mcmane? ade byk pilihan..."macam-macam ada" bak kata cogan kata merangkap tagline astro...even klu kite nk plih bli bju pon there are too many choices dat we hav...cmenye tggal nk plih jew whether nk kaler pink kew pepel kew biru kew hijau kew itam kew indigo kew and many other colours laa yg akn memanjang berjela-jelakan entry ni klu nk di list smpy abez...2 blom sbot psl design or da fashion of da baju ag...nk labuci2 kew..nk renda2 kew...nk jaet sulam kew...(ok da2 ckop2)....fuuhhhh...mmg teramat-amat byknye laa plihan kite dlm dnia ni....kmbali kpd main point asal, da connection towards da phrase here can be said as da choices are definitely goin to be pilihan 2 baek or buruk...."live well or live hell...we choose..." KITA YG PILIH....

(mari2..pilih2...mcm2 kaler ade...hohoho senget!!)

if we look at His love letter, 91:8, Allah SWT da gtaw da yg kite ni diberikan 2 jln...jln ketakwaan or jln kefasikan...its juz left to us to decide which one of diz way is gud enuf for us....PILIHLAH YG TERBAEK...ANDA MAMPU MENGUBAHNYA...(haha cm iklan keselamatan jln rye plak)

where r u heading to..???

choose da right path...then u'll neva go astray.....

bukan snang nk jd baek........hmmmmm......tp...dun lose b4 u fight....
so kene usaha....go qis fight fight fight..!!!!



Monday, January 24, 2011

Back again...(^_^)

"we plan..He grant..." or lbey femes dikatekan as "kite merancang, Dia yg menentukan"
'Dia' refers to who, kids?? (eheh mle laa nk wat gaye cgu tadika tye ank murid dlm class...) well, 'Dia' here of course laa kan without any doubt refers to ALLAH SWT....
ok laa, why out of sudden ckp psl "we plan, He grant" ni ek..?? ce teke, ce teke...(gaye awie ckp dlm cite zombie kg pisang tp dye pye dialog len, dialog dye 'ce cite', if only u guys prasan laa) hehe....sowi, temerapu again & again..kawe nih mmg senget sket...sket jew laa tp x byk pon ngeh33....
snanye, memyself said like dat bcoz kte ni as a human being mmg actually xde power pape lgsung pon to know what is goin to happen next in our daily life....yela.....b4 diz, i've said to my very ownself dat im not goin to write a blog...i've also said dat im not cut of diz stuff...then, sudden-suddenly i've come out wif publishing diz blog plak...
ha-ha-ha-ha....funny la u ni cik qis...(glakkan dri sendrik)
err..hav u guys seen da connection here??
ok2...penin ea...tian kome...i'll explain more ea..

premis 1= memyself dont want to hav a blog...
premis 2= without any rain+thunder i've made diz blog already...
conclusion= memyself plan to NOT hav a blog but i already hav one rite now

(sesedap oren jew m'gunakan subjek m3 pye premis2 ni...ehehe...misuse kew ni ek??hehe...cgu2 m3 t'utame yg pnah m'ajar memyself dr skola rndah smpy laa memyself da besaq ni serta sume pelajar2 cemerlang sbjek m3 slruh Msia jangey laa maroh ke kawe deyh, hoho...)

(eheh, nk jgak boh gmbo oren kan...cdapnyee...xpe cti rye cine ni ley mamam oren byk2..hihihi)

back to da point, mksudnye kat cni..kite sbg mnusia ni plan laa sgale bagai cane pon, tp klu Allah x izin or x approve plan kite tu maknenye smpy bile2 pon laa plan kite tu will always remain as a plan jew...x kan penah lgsung jd kenyataan....TAKKAN..!!
if we look back to our case study here (ewah, case study kunun, hihi..) i mean my own situation td tu laa..memyself tamo pon wat blog tp tetibe jew cm Allah gerakkan ati tok klik 'create a blog' mse bce2 blog owg len ptg td....then, terbentuklah blog ni yg mmg out of sudden jew jadinye...bak kate pepatah, kekadang ape yg kite plan x kan jd, tp bende yg kite x plan plak tetibe jew jd...(errkk ade kew pepatah gni...memandei jew)..point pentingnye kat cni ialah everything happens for reason...

why do i say so?? hmm...owg yg tamo2 tlis blog tetibe ad blog..nape yew?? He knows better...(2:216)...
mgkin dgn t'establishnye blog ni, He wants me to....

  • be more rajin updating things as memyself is not a so-called budak rajen..hehe
  • gain much more knowledge since when we do write somthin, we r definitely hav to lbey taw ape yg kite nk tlis tu..thus, secara x lgsungnye kite akn nk m'bace more & more utk share ape yg kite taw wif da others
  • sampaikan ape yg patot...Rasulullah SAW pon kate smpaikanlah wlopon 1 ayat kan....so, myb diz is da rite medium for me since i dont hav a courage yet to 'sampaikan' by bercakap (i.e. bg tazkirah apetah ag build an usrah) akan dtg Insyallah...we'll neva know kan...moge memyself akan 'mampu'
  • dan lain-lain reason yg reasonable (da maleh nk pkior)
kat cni nk share laa jgak kan...emm nk cite ni....snanye b4 diz i've already hav a blog...tp bpe kerat mnusia jew yg taw....smpat laa bpe bulan blog tu pas2 it has been deleted...ehehe...x taw laa nape...rse cm segan...tapape kan...??mlu nk pblish & announce psl blog sndrik coz salu rse dri ni not as good as da others...salu sgt2 rse dri ni sgt kecik+kerdil+kemetot+ape2 words len yg sme waktu dgnnye klu nk di compare ngn owg len (in terms of ilmu pengetahuan, lagi2 ilmu agama)...
tp snanye klu dipikirkan blk....if we wanna wait to be perfect bru kite nk wat somthin, kte x kan dpt b'buat lgsung coz kite x kan dpt nk jd sempurna...ye dop?? so, berbuatlah mane yg kite mampu...ALLAH x tgok hasil, tp tgok ushe kite....

wif diz new blog, i really hope dat memyself can istiqomah blogging (x dlete2 blog da pasni hrpnye) coz by blogging also we can express many good words & share a lot of ilmu wif everyone....papepon kene setting niat baik2....stiap amalan tu b'gntung pd niat kte kan...hadis no 1 tuuuuu drpd hadis 40...betapa nk mnunjukkan pntingnye niat tu smpy dlm byk2 hadis tu hadis ttg niat ni yg diletakkan as da 1st one...baik niat kte baik laa natijahnye & vice versa..jgn lah sekadar wat blog sbb nk tlis 'ari ni kawe tlupe nok gsok gigi', 'aku da mkan lolipop 7x ari ni', 'mak sy mawa kat sy sbb x pndai siang ikan patin', 'sok i nk pkai bju kale merun ala-ala kelabu pucuk pisang' and etc etc.....(BIG REMINDER to memyself)...moge tlisan tu b'manfaat & m'dtgkan kebaikan bersame...baek yg mnulis maupun yg m'bce...

bhs caca marba, 
ayt tunggang langgang, 
spelling pon pkai lbey kurang, 
u guys jgn laa bengang..
hehe...
pens off...........